wake up
i got up really early today for no reason. i'm applying to SUNY today
woot woot. i'm pretty excited to go there, my life has become somewhat
boring. i'm excited about going back to school, making new friends, and
being on my own again. i'm also a little nervous. but not too much. i
want to get my own single room, because i don't want to get a room mate
that i hate. but it's not likely to happen. i really want to go back to
school so i can feel like a kid again. i feel like i'm 45 just going to
work everyday. i don't hate my job, but it's a job, not a career so to
speak. and i've definitely learned from this job that i don't want to
get stuck with a shitty job for the rest of my life, i want to do something
that i really like. so that's another reason why i gotta go back to
escuela. i need to have some fun at some point this weekend or i'm gonna
explode. matt says i have been being too hard on myself. i'm just trying
to make my life as stress free as possible. but in my attempt to do that,
i'm stressing myself out beyond belief. go figure.
woot woot. i'm pretty excited to go there, my life has become somewhat
boring. i'm excited about going back to school, making new friends, and
being on my own again. i'm also a little nervous. but not too much. i
want to get my own single room, because i don't want to get a room mate
that i hate. but it's not likely to happen. i really want to go back to
school so i can feel like a kid again. i feel like i'm 45 just going to
work everyday. i don't hate my job, but it's a job, not a career so to
speak. and i've definitely learned from this job that i don't want to
get stuck with a shitty job for the rest of my life, i want to do something
that i really like. so that's another reason why i gotta go back to
escuela. i need to have some fun at some point this weekend or i'm gonna
explode. matt says i have been being too hard on myself. i'm just trying
to make my life as stress free as possible. but in my attempt to do that,
i'm stressing myself out beyond belief. go figure.