Sep 30, 2005 14:19
woah buddy!!!
I feel sooOOOOO much better. *phew* Man that was QUITE shitty while it lasted, but being all bitchy and sad really makes you see how grrRRreat it is to be happy again ^_^. Yeah yeah. It's not like what was bothering me before is gone, I'm just feeling better ya know? *makes face* yeah... anywho. Some semi-but not really-interesting stuff's been going on. Teehee.. I love hooking up Kevin and Paul!!! (my two gay buds) they took a walk on the beach last night ^_^... hehehehehe. okayokay Sorry, it just brings me a lotta happy to seem them happy together!! cute cute cute. and I've become really good friends with Bob, we think a lot alike sometimes, and have some pretty damn funny conversations :) . aaaaand ... okay this is the weird part. I told Will that he should break up with his girlfriend, and he took her outside and did... He wanted to break up with her though, it's not like I convinced him or anything..I mean, his feelings of me hopefully had NOOthing to do with it.. they were pretty much screwed from the start, but I seriously thought she wasn't that attatched, and the sooner both of them went there seperate ways the better, and Will wouldn't have to lie anymore blah blah blah you know. but she fuuhlipped out! crying slamming doors the whole bit. Seeing her all teary tore me up!! I couldn't help that think that part of it was my fault :/ even though Bob says it's not. But you know, some of these conflicts that girls get really worked up over.. I'm just thinkin, does it really matter?? It just seems really materialistic... and well small to me. No to depreciate her feelings, I mean come on everyone's feelings are important, but seriously in the scheme of things shit like this you really just gotta be chill about. hahaha I'm sure in a few days she just might be pimpin it again. and so then Yoko and I had this pretty long conversation in my bed last night *wink wink wink* hahahahha.... nah nah... anyways that was nice... and you know, she said that I'm really mellow.
the SECOND person to call me mellow. ^_^ awww!! so many sweeties up here :D. hahah anyways anyways... I gotta feeling things are about to get preeeetty damn interesting :)