Movin to the country, gonna eat me alotta peaches!
I was supposed to go out tonight but I am just not in the mood. I've been feeling better the past couple of days and I know if I go out and drink tonight I will just feel like shit tomorrow. Oh goodnesss! Rochelle just text messaged me from the club and said that Stan was there. What a fuckin whore, she knows I love him lol Anyways i'm just gonna ignore that.
So I started back on my diet yesterday and I started excersing and I feel better already. My diet is much easier this time cuz my mom is on it too. It sure helps when she's not out buying junk food and shit for me to be tempted by. She's trying to lose weight before she goes to Louisianna on April 10th. I've been thinking alot and I think I might go with her. I havn't seen my grandma since I was 12 which is horrbile and she is 93 now so I think I better see her before she dies. She's still pretty healthy but you never know and I dont want to regret it. I just decided this today though so I gotta figure out how i'm gonna do it. Luckily I should finally be getting my financial aid next week so I might just use that money to get a bus ticket. Woo lordy, a bus ride from California to Louisianna is not gonna be fun but my mom can only afford a bus ticket so I would have to get one too. I could be a good time for me and my mom to get to know eachother better too. I know she would like that. In the back of my mind though I am thinking about seeing Gabe who lives in Mississippi. That would be crazy considering I have been talking to that boy for almost 2 years now. Who knows. I will probably be too scared to do that though.
*sigh* Man I am praying to god that I stick with this getting healthy thing cuz I really am not happy with myself. It's just so hard for me. I have to take it one day at a time. I've been getting headaches though. I think it's carb withdrawl lol. Is that possible?
Well, I think i'm gonna watch a movie. I just got done watching Troy which one of my favorite movies of all time. It alway makes me cry man. Some of those tears come from the fact that Brad Pitts body is pure beauty though lol Gotta love it. Mmmm, to get a piece of that. I would die happy but, I digress. Off to fall asleep to a movie. '
Night.
So I started back on my diet yesterday and I started excersing and I feel better already. My diet is much easier this time cuz my mom is on it too. It sure helps when she's not out buying junk food and shit for me to be tempted by. She's trying to lose weight before she goes to Louisianna on April 10th. I've been thinking alot and I think I might go with her. I havn't seen my grandma since I was 12 which is horrbile and she is 93 now so I think I better see her before she dies. She's still pretty healthy but you never know and I dont want to regret it. I just decided this today though so I gotta figure out how i'm gonna do it. Luckily I should finally be getting my financial aid next week so I might just use that money to get a bus ticket. Woo lordy, a bus ride from California to Louisianna is not gonna be fun but my mom can only afford a bus ticket so I would have to get one too. I could be a good time for me and my mom to get to know eachother better too. I know she would like that. In the back of my mind though I am thinking about seeing Gabe who lives in Mississippi. That would be crazy considering I have been talking to that boy for almost 2 years now. Who knows. I will probably be too scared to do that though.
*sigh* Man I am praying to god that I stick with this getting healthy thing cuz I really am not happy with myself. It's just so hard for me. I have to take it one day at a time. I've been getting headaches though. I think it's carb withdrawl lol. Is that possible?
Well, I think i'm gonna watch a movie. I just got done watching Troy which one of my favorite movies of all time. It alway makes me cry man. Some of those tears come from the fact that Brad Pitts body is pure beauty though lol Gotta love it. Mmmm, to get a piece of that. I would die happy but, I digress. Off to fall asleep to a movie. '
Night.