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[jello_can_tango]

Oh man, its been like forever..its like i get on here now when some shit come up...and oh man did shit hit the fan this time, well lets do it by the bad to the good so you will be happy at the end of all of this. Oh man i wish that all this shit would just hurry up and come to an end cuz goddamn its hard on me and everyone close to me...and i'm getting tired of it all. Okay well first off my parents have been at it for a while now and its getting hard to keep up with all the things going on i cant keep up with ti all, plus i have to hear three sides to the story of whats been going on (my brother, my mother and my farther) let me tell you it isnt easy to do all that, and now they are seriously thinkg about divorcing..well that isnt easy for me to deal with..second off my brother is thinking baout moving out on top of all the parent things...which sucks i mean damn i really dont wont him to move but part of me knows that it would be a good idea and good for him to get out of here but...i really want him to stay here i like his company and i love him... he means alot to me and i hope he knows it, if not then he will know when he reads all of this. thrid off i want someone that is just a friend like my brother has...he has a friend named Casper i enjoy his company from time to time and hes is a nice guy and funny too, i would love to have a some one like that. okay that was a kinda good subject so i guess that a good turnning point for the post. okay for the first "good thing" is that im doing super well in school now i finaly got off my ass and started to do the right thing in school, second good thing i have come up with what i want to do for a job......::dramtic pause::.....I want to cook baby!! yeah i want to go to school for it and everything man. The thrid and great thing is that i have gotten back toget her with my "ex"-girlfriend and man i am sooo happy it rules! i like her company and she makes me happy.

I just realized that i said "man" like six billion times well whatever man. my spelling is bad but i will clean it up when i have more time