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I feel extremely overwhelmed. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I feel like I'm a bit of a failure. Clearly all of my professors and friends and relatives are party to some kindly conspiracy designed to delude me into thinking I can write passably well when, in fact, I'm awful.
I'll never find a job. I don't want to teach, but it may be the only option available to someone who is as mediocre at everything as I am. Why should I go to grad school and continue to work at this major when I'm clearly just wasting my time? I honestly don't know.
I'm not looking for confidence-boosting, "you can do it!"-style comments. I'm just venting. In fact, comments aren't necessary at all.
I'll never find a job. I don't want to teach, but it may be the only option available to someone who is as mediocre at everything as I am. Why should I go to grad school and continue to work at this major when I'm clearly just wasting my time? I honestly don't know.
I'm not looking for confidence-boosting, "you can do it!"-style comments. I'm just venting. In fact, comments aren't necessary at all.