(no subject)
wow today was all turned around simply cuz i ran. I had so much energy, i coulda gone another half hour. i dont want that to define my life though. I am finally getting motivated about school though! It's great! It took 2 weeks but it happened. I'm still kinda overwhelmed though, scared about "what the future will bring" (future being the next cppl weeks/months). It really is exciting eveything that's happening--I gotta stop not realizing that and getting depressed if something exciting doesnt happen for 5 seconds.