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things have been too wild lately. I AM like having so much fun but it could spin outa control. im also scared about another issue thats fun but its like do i really want this fun and is this fun bad? on many levels is it bad? this week was insane w/school and its relief now but i cant party hard every week. Galit the sheet is the coolest and the best hostest with the mostest--her party was fun. then I finally got to hang a bit with adrian's buddies who are too cool, last night. heheh marty, their bass player--he's insane and offensive but its endearing. we might hang w/him and his gf tonight. also last night before adrian's MANDIE :) came down from PA w/her girlfriends and we went to padonia station and had an evil waitress! ive never NOT TIPPED before. SKILL (?!) i can believe her one friend is mah-ried! i brought them to the party but they left shortly after. i heart mandie. Oh SO much relief that this week is over. me and Natan rocked it in small group dynamics, for what its worth. Chava Nagila! everybody said we did good, im just so glad its done! oh man there is fear that comes with freedom. im a maniac. 3 nights in one week of not coming "home"--and its legal. am i becomming evil? always. i know no one understands. i miss GNO--i WILL see them soon. dude also, im suppossed to hang w/adamwalker (run intended)tonight yet that is like saying im suppossed to not spend money. it wants to happen but it just doesnt. the boi is inevitably and eternally confusing, to me. aunt jean, steve and jada and sadie are stayin with US in the apartment. they came all the way from Arizona for mom-mom's SURPRIZE b-day party. its gonna be HUGE-75! yay fun. now for round 2 (got just 2 tests this time around).