PuT yA pOm PoMs DoWn GeTtIn EvErYbOdY cAuGhT uP*
this shit is bananas B A N A N A S!!
yeah i rlly gotta update my lj.. but i dk wut 2 put.
umm? lol..
yeah so theres guna b no buses 4 middle and high skool kids next yr, at all, and the elementary skool kids only get it if they live farther than 2 miles away!! thats rediculous i mean rlly, its not fair. @ all!! poor innocent kids, 2 bad next yr i get tha bus 2 NCAHS free!!! and if i go 2 SHS my brother is guna have a car *wo0t* :P
shelley's lover is being stolded by a whore. stupid hoes, don't kno when 2 leave love alone these days! goddd. friggen IDIOT! gosh! yea..lol dont worry shelleys shes an idiot!
i cant WAIT til DC. guna b soo fun! with azucena and tha crew. i hope it's alrite w/ tha rooming thing. probably will tho
yea im supposed 2 be doing h/w UGHH i hate it. theres no point 2 it i mean rlly. lol and i still gotta take a shower ugh this is guna b a LONG night. :( *sigh*
i rlly wana go 2 bed now.. but i rlly cant. i NEED sleep. and when i go 2 bed im always up thinking about stuff, i wasted my night on the comp. again..waiting for him, i think im wasting my LIFE.
here's my poem, i have nuttin else 2 write in this entry so here it is:
I think it's called..
'Gone...'
it's a wonder why i stay alive
why i live my life..
in everything i do i strive;
but every night i think about that knife
what if i do it, what if i'm gone?
how many people would cry for me?
these questions run through my head every single day..
I'd ve leaving foever, not just a 'little long'
i loved you so much, then would u see??
My life would be over-at 14
the would you regret being so mean?
i'd b gone. passed. dead.
then would you take back those horrible things you said?
Would you even shed a tear?
would it hurt that i wouldnt be near?
would you miss me?...at all?
you're supposed to catch me when i fall.
i hope when i'm dead-at my funeral
you finally see what you can do
and you know why i decided to leave
why i stabbed myself til i
no longer breathed,
my heart didn't beat,
til i didn't even bleed.
well you missed your chance cuz im gone now
i'll never bother you again..
just always remember this
what you said made my life come to a pernament end
and to think that ALL i wanted to do
was be your friend
_by ellen rose o'regan!!
!~x0x~!
ellen*
yeah i rlly gotta update my lj.. but i dk wut 2 put.
umm? lol..
yeah so theres guna b no buses 4 middle and high skool kids next yr, at all, and the elementary skool kids only get it if they live farther than 2 miles away!! thats rediculous i mean rlly, its not fair. @ all!! poor innocent kids, 2 bad next yr i get tha bus 2 NCAHS free!!! and if i go 2 SHS my brother is guna have a car *wo0t* :P
shelley's lover is being stolded by a whore. stupid hoes, don't kno when 2 leave love alone these days! goddd. friggen IDIOT! gosh! yea..lol dont worry shelleys shes an idiot!
i cant WAIT til DC. guna b soo fun! with azucena and tha crew. i hope it's alrite w/ tha rooming thing. probably will tho
yea im supposed 2 be doing h/w UGHH i hate it. theres no point 2 it i mean rlly. lol and i still gotta take a shower ugh this is guna b a LONG night. :( *sigh*
i rlly wana go 2 bed now.. but i rlly cant. i NEED sleep. and when i go 2 bed im always up thinking about stuff, i wasted my night on the comp. again..waiting for him, i think im wasting my LIFE.
here's my poem, i have nuttin else 2 write in this entry so here it is:
I think it's called..
'Gone...'
it's a wonder why i stay alive
why i live my life..
in everything i do i strive;
but every night i think about that knife
what if i do it, what if i'm gone?
how many people would cry for me?
these questions run through my head every single day..
I'd ve leaving foever, not just a 'little long'
i loved you so much, then would u see??
My life would be over-at 14
the would you regret being so mean?
i'd b gone. passed. dead.
then would you take back those horrible things you said?
Would you even shed a tear?
would it hurt that i wouldnt be near?
would you miss me?...at all?
you're supposed to catch me when i fall.
i hope when i'm dead-at my funeral
you finally see what you can do
and you know why i decided to leave
why i stabbed myself til i
no longer breathed,
my heart didn't beat,
til i didn't even bleed.
well you missed your chance cuz im gone now
i'll never bother you again..
just always remember this
what you said made my life come to a pernament end
and to think that ALL i wanted to do
was be your friend
_by ellen rose o'regan!!
!~x0x~!
ellen*