Mar 10, 2005 21:51
yeah.
early thursday=OSMNESS
me nd catherine went 2 friendlys and kinda sat with steph n her *boyfriend* *aww* lol and brennen.. it was funn ((lotsalaughs)) hehe. then me nd catherine got gummm yummm <33
night of excellence u no i thought wud be so fun.. it was ok...every1 liked my food n stuff
but just
u shud kno wut im talking about...2 sum1
tiffany came tho! that was osm. i heart u, thanks for helping me when a lot of people wouldnt.. ur the best. i no who my real friends are. :)
my whole night was ruined because of this. im really depressed now. i lost my chance and there might not be another for a while. i feel crazy. i dont know what to do. these people call themselves my friends.. but there bitches. (this is only sum ppl) u no what... i want something so increibly bad and u dont care. nope nope nope. life isnt worth living. i want it 2 die.
i love him so much.. but he has no clue. but he will somedayy i <3 you so muchhh its incredible. i cant breath when i c u. i lay in bed every night.. tryn 2 sleep..but i cant. ur never off my mind. its kind of scary sometimes. i have no clue why.. but i know that i need you.
<3 i made that.. its all stuff in my head bout him
id write more but im not supposed 2 b on tha comp.
leave love now. u dont kno when sum1 cud b gone 2moro.
<33
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