I could use some live music
Digging: Ani's "My IQ"
Cravingz: literary debates, live music, wine, the ocean, Minnesotans, something stimulating. Today has been utterly boring.
Learning: to laugh as hard as I can listen, cuz silence is violence. There
Believing: Let happiness run its course, love is infinite, it does not run out.
I feel good about loving my life. I think I spent a lot of time feeling bad about feeling good because I took it upon myself to make others happy. Thinking about my dad would make me feel guilty. Well it's about time to let go of putting others before me. And this is not vengeful, I am not vengeful, I am quite the opposite really. But it's time to show myself some of that love & acceptance.