When light fills a mysterious ravine
We carried the ergs outside this morning, and erged in the eerie orange light behind Haas, where the athletic truck usually parks. It was way too hot inside to erg, and a fucking perfect coldness outside. Qualms: everyone ended up erging on a slant, which is no good when, as a rower, you're fucking in-tune to your body weight. Continually. So there was lots of complaining. Understandable. We found some level-er asphalt to do our erg pieces on. Win.
Perception presentation due ONE WEEK FROM TODAY I SHOULD REALLY START THAT. Had ice cream in the sun because Science and Pseudoscience was cancelled. Napped. Woke up, wandered outside, and met up with Tami.
We had a great time together, and my favorite part was talking until just a little bit ago. We breathed dialogue into that mystery between us. I think things are going well.
A couple of things I just want to say tonight before I go to sleep because I'm tired I had crew today I have crew tomorrow and I may regret speaking so hotheadedly but I'm saying it anyway:
I don't like feeling like just because I have free time after a date that there's an expectation I need to process it to my significant other immediately. I want time to digest my feelings and then talk. I just want to go to sleep. It's late for me. I worked out today.
Speaking more compassionatley: I'm sorry I didn't get in contact today because yes I don't have a phone but yes there are other ways to communicate. I just wasn't on campus for 5+ hours, so, I request that my lack-of-action not be read into or taken personally. I'm being way defensive right now. I'm tired and just don't want to have this dialogue right now. There's more to talk about than what I've said. This is a lot of personal business to be posting to the internet. I know. Sorry. Love you. Goodnight.
Perception presentation due ONE WEEK FROM TODAY I SHOULD REALLY START THAT. Had ice cream in the sun because Science and Pseudoscience was cancelled. Napped. Woke up, wandered outside, and met up with Tami.
We had a great time together, and my favorite part was talking until just a little bit ago. We breathed dialogue into that mystery between us. I think things are going well.
A couple of things I just want to say tonight before I go to sleep because I'm tired I had crew today I have crew tomorrow and I may regret speaking so hotheadedly but I'm saying it anyway:
I don't like feeling like just because I have free time after a date that there's an expectation I need to process it to my significant other immediately. I want time to digest my feelings and then talk. I just want to go to sleep. It's late for me. I worked out today.
Speaking more compassionatley: I'm sorry I didn't get in contact today because yes I don't have a phone but yes there are other ways to communicate. I just wasn't on campus for 5+ hours, so, I request that my lack-of-action not be read into or taken personally. I'm being way defensive right now. I'm tired and just don't want to have this dialogue right now. There's more to talk about than what I've said. This is a lot of personal business to be posting to the internet. I know. Sorry. Love you. Goodnight.