at camp....
its been a really long time since ive updated this.... and ill probably make this one short cause we have kareoke *sp* in a little while. this summer has been... interesting so far. lots of new people... and almost everyone gets along this year... no rumors!!! this tent definitly isnt the same though. mondays are 80s day, tuesdays are knee sock appriciation day a.k.a. tall sock tuesday, wednesday is OA day, thursday is hawaiian day/ crazy hat day, and friday is the BBQ and all the little shits go home.. boo-ooop!!! one of our good friends joe got fired during week 2... GO PLACENTS!!!!! hehe.. i am the hadicraft director and i actually have more than enough staff this year. amazing i know! theres actually one that id like to get rid of but its a little late this year. ive seen alan everyday for almost five months except for one because it was the staff party. i love that kid sooooo much. im so confused about going to college in the fall.. im not sure what i wanna do, where i wanna go, or even if i wanna go to college. errr ive been sick for the past 2 weeks... i think its stress from thinking about school, being "home sick", and working here. blahh.... i talked to alan the other night about the whole school thing and he supports the fact that i dont really wanna go, theres no point in forcing myself to do something i dont wanna do and then fail out of it. i think the only reason why i would wanna go is for the experience of being in college... blahhh i hate thinking about it. but n e who... now.. when i say that im "home sick" i really mean that i went home the other day and i layed down on my bed and i felt like i had to be there.. i really dont wanna stay here anymore, and im really not sure why. i loooooove it here and when its done im gonna miss it.. ok.. i gatta get down to the dining hall for some singing... but ill be sure to update this a little more often...