Fucking decency

[jekkabear]

So I woke up at freaking 6:30 a.m. to get ready and meet someone at 8 for a very important doctors checkup fucking crap... I brave the fucking snowy icy street crap and get there on time to only have to call three times to wake the damn person up and there still in bed sleeping and they forgot so they had to cancel....I'm already in the parking lot...-.- This of course would not make me this fucking irritated if it wasn't for the fact that I had gone to bed at 3 a.m. I have only had three and a half hrs. of sleep and I am doing a ten hr. shift at borders from 10-8.... on three hrs. of sleep. If you don't think your going to make it on time to an appointment give me a fucking call before I am all the way over at the meeting spot. This just pisses me off. And I was finally getting some decent sleep today because I was so tired and the conversation with Kirt last night made me happy and cared for.

I finally got an answer to my question about "us" *insert doom music* And it looks really good he's happy I'm happy and my ego was stroked a little when he complemented me on certain quirks in my personality. Aparrently my dry humor is funny to him....^^ I happy. Sorry guys I'm trying not to get to gushy romantic over here. In other news I got the new tat. and now my neck muscles are achie and soar. And there now hitting the dry itchy stage.... argh! Well I'm going to go start up the car and go to work early to read or something. And it's game night tonight and I have to go to work at ten tomorrow so I forsee no sleep yet again tonight. And I'll be worring about getting Kirts B-day pressie on time.....I hope I get it soon.

Luvs you all take care.