I'm only happy when it rains!
So this weekend my plans were go to work on Friday and spend the night with Jules. Then roll out of bed and drive to missoula with her and have much fun.....
Funny how plans change...this weekend I will be going to a funeral sobbing my eyes out and having to comfort my family... I got home today and mom was there she looked like she had been crying for a few hrs. and she asked me to go sit out on the swing with her I sorta guessed that it was about my great grandma being in the hospital but you know a little part of me was just hoping that maybe on the off chance I was wrong.... Damn I wish I was wrong.
So this morning while I was driving to school from Kalispell my mom got the phone call that she passed away this morning. My GG I guess turned her head toward my great aunt and said "It's time for me to go." Closed her eyes and went to sleep....I just can't help all the tears that keep slipping down my face. Like scalding pieces of embers rolling down a hill set on destroy that's how I feel with all these tears. I can't just quit crying I know she was old! I know everyone was expecting her to die but it still hurts...it hurts so much...the funeral is probably going to be either this friday or saturday.. so I'm really sorry but I'm going to have to cancel my plans this weekend Jules maybe next week.
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crying up a storm isn't going to bring her back
Funny how plans change...this weekend I will be going to a funeral sobbing my eyes out and having to comfort my family... I got home today and mom was there she looked like she had been crying for a few hrs. and she asked me to go sit out on the swing with her I sorta guessed that it was about my great grandma being in the hospital but you know a little part of me was just hoping that maybe on the off chance I was wrong.... Damn I wish I was wrong.
So this morning while I was driving to school from Kalispell my mom got the phone call that she passed away this morning. My GG I guess turned her head toward my great aunt and said "It's time for me to go." Closed her eyes and went to sleep....I just can't help all the tears that keep slipping down my face. Like scalding pieces of embers rolling down a hill set on destroy that's how I feel with all these tears. I can't just quit crying I know she was old! I know everyone was expecting her to die but it still hurts...it hurts so much...the funeral is probably going to be either this friday or saturday.. so I'm really sorry but I'm going to have to cancel my plans this weekend Jules maybe next week.
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crying up a storm isn't going to bring her back