Oct 10, 2004 20:03
so i dont know whats going on anymore
sorry to everyone
i guess im some big bad mean selfish person
i was doing alright, then things started to happen
now i dont know whats going on and i cant seem to be happy
im trying to keep busy with things so i dont have to face reality
i feel like as soon as i get better with things im hurt all over again
its always something
ive been avoiding everyone because im afraid i might bring someone down
im sorry to everyone.. dont take it personally
i cant wait to leave this hell hole