hormones or whatever

[jeizy]

ive been thinking
is it ok to be sexually promiscuous? 
im confused about that no-strings-attached-ill-fuck-you-fuck
me routine
is casual sex good? or is it bad?
sometimes i think im missing out on my youth for not engaging in such activities... a lot of old gays i know tell me about of their "pokpok" days kailangan ba talagang magkaroon sa talang buhay ng bakla ng pokpok days?

ive been receiving a lot indecent proposals and i dont know when this balttle between hormones and conscience in my head is gonna last
sometimes i think im innately un-promiscuous(i dont want to be a hypocrite) although sex runs through my mind more that nerve impulses but still when its comes to having sex for just the sake of sex does not suite my taste at all
my mind is torn a part of me wants to throw caution to the wind and engage in those rimming,fukcing,licking,slurping,heavenly,hot,pulsating, activities
but the other half of my mind is refusing to do so
for some reason thath i do and dont know...

im kinda confused right now ayoko magpaka pokpok but im temtped too

is  it good to have more blood going to your head than to your dick?
or is it the other way around

lets just see how this ends