its back to school time
but not for me
no folks im not going to school
i have a leave filed on the nursing college and it seems it will be 3 months more of waiting before i could go back again
it all seems fine on the surface but still... im suffering the trauma of flunking again...thats another year of waiting so thats makes my time spent in college 7 years instead of 4 years
2 years longer than the usual
it seems ive lost track of how many times i messed things up
i still feel like a big failure
its like the world broke down
everybody is changing but it seems im stuck here waiting
waiting for repairs