Broke
its been alomost weeks since i broke up with my boyfriend whom is more appropriaatley called EX now, and i dunno its like i have this void inside but dont get me wrong its not because of him but its source is of a diffrent kind
ive told earlier in one of my entries that i was i guess forced to agree to ou rel. but i think the thing that was running on my mind then was that i could learn to love him that time might teach me...
but i guess tha only thing that i learned was how to fool myself
i didnt know how our rel. lasted for 3 months hehe i could have ad just broken off with him any time but i just couldnt...i guess i just used him i clinged on trying to get most out of our rel. well hindi ko naman sinadya but in the end i ended up doing it ...
i dont know i look deep indside of me i try to feel
"did i even love him?"
i guess... yes i did
"but then why"
time changes things....
so here i am single again im sick of this endless G4m then lonesomeness then relationship then break up then g4m again cycle