Hell Shift Duty
wahhhh!
i have been officialy been through the 1st half of the bowels of nursing student hell!?
"annex up"
an area that has been the worst of all ,it caters to post operative patients from the operating room and as well as patients from ob-gyne
"nasa taas ang impyerno"
its a really hard toxic noxious area to have your duty in, but what makes it comparable to the deepest pits of hell is our clinical instructor
he's
he is...
i cant even say "his" name
um wait it should not be "His"
"IT" breaths me in
creeps into my bones
Disrputs my brain, robs my synaptic cleft from its neuro transmitters
watches my every move
to the every cc. i inject into my patient
he stalks
me
im he's prey
he looks for a miscalculation
a wrong move
a missed step
a mispeled word
he whispers
and wen he sees it he moves in
like an eagle with exact precision
cuts your guts open end swallows you alive
"mr C___ ang bobo mo"
"tanga ka ba?"
he throws
my patients chart into the floor
i become somekind of a zombie when im with him
he sucks the lifeouta me
ay basta putang ina ny!a i hope he rots in hell
di pa siya mamatay! ma sagasaan ng ten wheeler matabunan ng landslide makulong sa lumulubog na barko mahawaan ng AIDS kainin ng buo ng lupa
tamaan ng kidlat lamunin ng tsunami ma gangbang ng mga bakla sa kanto ma hold up masaksak mahulugan tubo malagyan ng sandamukal na glitters sa mata mawalan ng butas sa ilong mabulag magka prostate cancer maging obese tubuan ng tae ma convict makulong ng pang habang buhay liparin ng hangin papuntang outer space mahulugan ng meteor masabugan ng bulkan ichop chopng mamamatay tao kuygin ng lahat ng taong galit sa kanya tumanda at ipadala sa golden acres where future students will harass him ipataon sa antartica ibaon ng buhay i autoclave injectionan ng experiment vaccine sa lahat ng sakit makagat ng tse-tse floi magkaover dose ng magsulfate
ma episiotomy sa bunganga
in other words i hope he would just leave me fukin alone
but he's somewhat right
im "bobo"
hay in just half of the duty im the student who performed the worst
i commited most of mistakes
but i think its he's fault maybe if he would be more considerate
less of a perfectionist
he makes me think and ask my self
the question
"do i really want to be a nurse?!"
i still have duty with him next week
ill just have to survive through him
even if he fails me in the area
i dunno how.. ill just keep my fingers crossed
i have been officialy been through the 1st half of the bowels of nursing student hell!?
"annex up"
an area that has been the worst of all ,it caters to post operative patients from the operating room and as well as patients from ob-gyne
"nasa taas ang impyerno"
its a really hard toxic noxious area to have your duty in, but what makes it comparable to the deepest pits of hell is our clinical instructor
he's
he is...
i cant even say "his" name
um wait it should not be "His"
"IT" breaths me in
creeps into my bones
Disrputs my brain, robs my synaptic cleft from its neuro transmitters
watches my every move
to the every cc. i inject into my patient
he stalks
me
im he's prey
he looks for a miscalculation
a wrong move
a missed step
a mispeled word
he whispers
and wen he sees it he moves in
like an eagle with exact precision
cuts your guts open end swallows you alive
"mr C___ ang bobo mo"
"tanga ka ba?"
he throws
my patients chart into the floor
i become somekind of a zombie when im with him
he sucks the lifeouta me
ay basta putang ina ny!a i hope he rots in hell
di pa siya mamatay! ma sagasaan ng ten wheeler matabunan ng landslide makulong sa lumulubog na barko mahawaan ng AIDS kainin ng buo ng lupa
tamaan ng kidlat lamunin ng tsunami ma gangbang ng mga bakla sa kanto ma hold up masaksak mahulugan tubo malagyan ng sandamukal na glitters sa mata mawalan ng butas sa ilong mabulag magka prostate cancer maging obese tubuan ng tae ma convict makulong ng pang habang buhay liparin ng hangin papuntang outer space mahulugan ng meteor masabugan ng bulkan ichop chopng mamamatay tao kuygin ng lahat ng taong galit sa kanya tumanda at ipadala sa golden acres where future students will harass him ipataon sa antartica ibaon ng buhay i autoclave injectionan ng experiment vaccine sa lahat ng sakit makagat ng tse-tse floi magkaover dose ng magsulfate
ma episiotomy sa bunganga
in other words i hope he would just leave me fukin alone
but he's somewhat right
im "bobo"
hay in just half of the duty im the student who performed the worst
i commited most of mistakes
but i think its he's fault maybe if he would be more considerate
less of a perfectionist
he makes me think and ask my self
the question
"do i really want to be a nurse?!"
i still have duty with him next week
ill just have to survive through him
even if he fails me in the area
i dunno how.. ill just keep my fingers crossed