so.. its intense. this thing i have. for.. ferry boats, i mean.
i keep neglecting my journal.. and im avoiding my books right now so it seems like the right time to update. lets see.. the last 4 months have been.. INSANE. so much crazy shit has been going down, especially lately. i kind of gave up drinking for a while, like not officially but yeah.. and the past 2 weekends ive been drunk and reminded of why i wanted to chill and not drink for a while. i finally got a big part of my life straightened out. its a really big relief to not have to deal with all this shit anymore.. i might have hurt some people's feelings but i have to put myself first and do what's right for me. but its all good, no regrets. some things i actually should feel bad about and regret.. but i really dont. everything happens for a reason.
umm so joe and kevin came to visit on saturday and we went out with julie and johnny mag and some other people.. it was a night to remember. i miss joe and kevin sooo much it was awesome to hang out with them for the night. we went to a party at u club and ended up calling opie to see what he was doing.. of course there was a party at his frat so we walked over there to see him and hang out for a while. i drank entirely too much and had entirely too much fun. joe pissed on a mustang. it was funny.. especially when john asked him why he was pissing on a mustang and he responded with "its only a 6 cylinder.." good times.
so the semester is almost over and then i'll be home for summer. i really can't wait. this year has been amazing and ive enjoyed (almost) every moment of it.. but im excited to get back to my favorites and spend time with family and be in plymouth-canton for a while. and work. im so broke. a lot of shit here at school has been following me around and i feel like i need a new start. next year will be great.. back with julie doing what we do best.. and ill have a car and a job.
i've had a lot on my mind the past couple of days.. deciding if some things were worth it or not.
they were. :)
my god, its so beautiful when the boy smiles, wanna hold him.. maybe i'll just sing about it..
i guess thats all.
umm so joe and kevin came to visit on saturday and we went out with julie and johnny mag and some other people.. it was a night to remember. i miss joe and kevin sooo much it was awesome to hang out with them for the night. we went to a party at u club and ended up calling opie to see what he was doing.. of course there was a party at his frat so we walked over there to see him and hang out for a while. i drank entirely too much and had entirely too much fun. joe pissed on a mustang. it was funny.. especially when john asked him why he was pissing on a mustang and he responded with "its only a 6 cylinder.." good times.
so the semester is almost over and then i'll be home for summer. i really can't wait. this year has been amazing and ive enjoyed (almost) every moment of it.. but im excited to get back to my favorites and spend time with family and be in plymouth-canton for a while. and work. im so broke. a lot of shit here at school has been following me around and i feel like i need a new start. next year will be great.. back with julie doing what we do best.. and ill have a car and a job.
i've had a lot on my mind the past couple of days.. deciding if some things were worth it or not.
they were. :)
my god, its so beautiful when the boy smiles, wanna hold him.. maybe i'll just sing about it..
i guess thats all.