Nov 13, 2005 22:51
I went to the movies tonight. I saw the movie Dreamer. It was what I expected. I really enjoyed it. It was nice to get out of the house. The rash I have is pretty bad. It spread to my face and neck...back...legs...and boy does it itch. I went to doctor saturday and she said it was an allergic reaction to something I ate. I can't really remember anything that I ate that would have made me react in such a horrible manner. I feel so dirty. Oh well.
I had a chance to talk with Stephanie tonight. It feels really good to have a girl to talk to. She is single and doesn't have any children but she does really well at listening. It is good to have a friend you can depend on too. No matter what she is always there for me.
On Thursday night there was this guy Brian that she met while she was drunk. Well she met him again on Saturday and said he was the most annoying guy she ever met. I thought he was nice but to each his own.
I have set up some pretty reachable goals...it will take a couple of years to achieve them but I know I can do it...
Obviously pay off my debt is my number one priority.
It is a pretty hefty debt so this will be my longest running goal.
I want to save at least a grand for "cushion".
I want to get a second job. to help support my number one goal.
figure out whether I want to Cross-Train or put in for Korea.
But my most important goal is DO THIS FOR ME!!!
It is going to be a very difficult journey but I know I can do it. I am in no position to start from scratch and I know after that long of a timeline I wouldn't be making any rash decisions. I am really nervous about the changes I am making and the route I see myself taking.
But all in all I am proud to know I am doing it for me.