life is hard
James is deployed, I am pregnant again, i am again left to deal with our two girls and three dogs. I really don't know how to manage everything. I am having a rough time with this pregnancy, all the symptoms, you name it i've got it. Even though i have had two kids already i never had any symptoms. I am struggling with work and home and pregnancy symptoms. I guess i am just having a bad day. I don't have any friends left here. Julia moved back to maryland after she got out of the military and Christy got orders to Dyess AFB in Texas. Jeni is still someone i can call but she is so busy all the time and has two other best friends. Come to think of it i really don't have any friends that are fully committed to being my friend. I see other women and they have these friends they have had since childhood. I get so jealous. I have my husband but lord knows trying to relate to him is like trying to relate to a rock. I just don't want to end up being one of those women who live their whole lives for a man and end up alone in the end. I really just want someone i can lean on. Someone i can turn to if i need shoulder to cry on. I guess i will just have to suck it up for now.
I just got back from Orlando which was cool but i found out something that pissed me off. James called back to the house from overseas and told jim that our bank had contacted him and needed the security code off the back of his credit card. Jim stupidly gave it to him and James ordered something online. After I found out I reported the card stolen but james's response was hahaha i told jim i would get him while i was over here. I am so sick and tired of dealing with the rivalry between the two of them. I told James that if it continued i couldn't live here any more and he said well move out then. To think that he would just say oh well shows such a lack of maturity on his part. I have expressed my concerns and yet i get nothing. I really hope he grows up soon because i am starting to out-grow him.
I just got back from Orlando which was cool but i found out something that pissed me off. James called back to the house from overseas and told jim that our bank had contacted him and needed the security code off the back of his credit card. Jim stupidly gave it to him and James ordered something online. After I found out I reported the card stolen but james's response was hahaha i told jim i would get him while i was over here. I am so sick and tired of dealing with the rivalry between the two of them. I told James that if it continued i couldn't live here any more and he said well move out then. To think that he would just say oh well shows such a lack of maturity on his part. I have expressed my concerns and yet i get nothing. I really hope he grows up soon because i am starting to out-grow him.