I'm so annoyed...
I'm so angry right now...I don't know where else I can say any of this, so I'll just post it here...
Okay...I bitch about a lot of things, but I trust that Mum won't take it any further and tell anyone, or anything like that. Anyway...I haven't seen my Dad for about 6 months, so after nagging me into submission, Mum arranged for us to meet up (without checking the night first).... That annoyed me enough. The man hasn't been in my life for 15 years, why start now? As far as I'm concerned, I have a father and it isn't him. But anyway, I've tried in the past few months to meet up with him and every night I've suggested, he hasn't been able to make because his wife won't let him, or something. So I bitched quite a lot to Mum about her, because the whole situation just generally wound me up. So Mum's just told me that when she 'phoned him, she told him that I thought she's being a pain and that I've been bitching about her. She's started the third world war. I hate her so much right now; I've already got one evil "mother", I don't need another. I just wanna cry and scream, but what good will it do?
Okay...I bitch about a lot of things, but I trust that Mum won't take it any further and tell anyone, or anything like that. Anyway...I haven't seen my Dad for about 6 months, so after nagging me into submission, Mum arranged for us to meet up (without checking the night first).... That annoyed me enough. The man hasn't been in my life for 15 years, why start now? As far as I'm concerned, I have a father and it isn't him. But anyway, I've tried in the past few months to meet up with him and every night I've suggested, he hasn't been able to make because his wife won't let him, or something. So I bitched quite a lot to Mum about her, because the whole situation just generally wound me up. So Mum's just told me that when she 'phoned him, she told him that I thought she's being a pain and that I've been bitching about her. She's started the third world war. I hate her so much right now; I've already got one evil "mother", I don't need another. I just wanna cry and scream, but what good will it do?