Pre-Celebration Blues Part 69.
Had a really weird day today, I have not wanted to be sociable face-to-face at all. I would have loved to chatted on MSN all day but nobody was about. In almost contradictory way to pissing around on MSN, I am also needing some time to clear my head before this crazy festive time. I have ignored a phone call and answerphone message from Joe to go out and have still been to the pub for the football as I agreed to with Alwite Fella Rob, Johnson and Ginger Ste and probably was zombie-like in comparison to my usual convivial, chirpy self. I am sure that other people behave like me today but just no one ever talks about those days.
Anyway, playing on my mind are...
I am gutted two really good mates (Neil and Katie) are going away for a few months (while also being happy for them that they are escaping...)
I am confused how we could all make such a major balls up of organising the weekend and hope they aren't secretly pissed off at me.
Nothing to do with anything that happened this weekend but...I fancy all the wrong people, the ones that live stupidly far away, are mentalists or are way out of my league. Anything else would be too easy. Fortunately,the former are also the people no one else expects me to want so I don't make too much of a public tit of myself too often. I secretly revel in the fact that people think I want something else, Martin said a while back he thought I exclusively wanted wanted long blonde haired, big titted girls because of the Nikki thing years ago. I mean tits are nice but what is thought is far from the truth!
On the plus side, I have managed to wash 30 odd T-shirts today so I at least won't smell like a cum sodden hobo on Christmas Eve and Day, Danny Luv's Birthday 'Do' and New Years' Eve and any other drinking or overtly social function that is over the horizon.
A bath beckons, again well overdue, my fingernails could slit the throats of rabbits.
Since no one seems to about on Livejournal at the moment, my mood will have probably completely changed by the time anyone reads this but it still feels good to let rip.
Ta ta for now!
Jeff :-] x
Anyway, playing on my mind are...
I am gutted two really good mates (Neil and Katie) are going away for a few months (while also being happy for them that they are escaping...)
I am confused how we could all make such a major balls up of organising the weekend and hope they aren't secretly pissed off at me.
Nothing to do with anything that happened this weekend but...I fancy all the wrong people, the ones that live stupidly far away, are mentalists or are way out of my league. Anything else would be too easy. Fortunately,the former are also the people no one else expects me to want so I don't make too much of a public tit of myself too often. I secretly revel in the fact that people think I want something else, Martin said a while back he thought I exclusively wanted wanted long blonde haired, big titted girls because of the Nikki thing years ago. I mean tits are nice but what is thought is far from the truth!
On the plus side, I have managed to wash 30 odd T-shirts today so I at least won't smell like a cum sodden hobo on Christmas Eve and Day, Danny Luv's Birthday 'Do' and New Years' Eve and any other drinking or overtly social function that is over the horizon.
A bath beckons, again well overdue, my fingernails could slit the throats of rabbits.
Since no one seems to about on Livejournal at the moment, my mood will have probably completely changed by the time anyone reads this but it still feels good to let rip.
Ta ta for now!
Jeff :-] x