My wrist now aches from typing! haha
God it's been ages since I last posted an entry. I apologise. I don't know what's been going on lately. I seem to be running around so much that even when I get chance on here I just want to go "blah, nah not tonight" lol. Well nothing too explosive to post on - just a couple of things I've been up.
- I don't have the fucking, foggiest clue what's going on with me and edy. They say the beauty of Facebook is keeping in contact with all your friends. And, where that's true, you also find out what people have been saying to other people. i.e. edy seems to have been seeing other girls etc. Yeah I know we're both single but it kinda crushes you. Especially after what I said to him. So, anyway, I thought well he knows where I am etc. But he comes on MSN, after I've read stuff, and asks how I was. So I told him I felt like crap (friends being blah, feeling stuck in a rut, wanting to move away). And he was so sweet. He even sent me messages for the next couple of mornings telling me to get up and get motivated and do a little bit at a time with my cvs. Back to MSN - I even mentioned bout what I said and he says "no its fine glad you did, not really ad chance to chat bout it wid you so feel bad" That talk still hasn't happened. I may slightly mention it next time we have a proper chat but is it just best to leave it? A mate says he sounds confused to what he wants so may be best to give him space etc. Plus I know he's really busy. Hmm. Argh!!! Men!!! It doesn't help that he's super cute, as well!!!!!
- So with this edy stuff in the back of my head, I go to London for a mate's birthday. And it's just what I needed. I went to an all night rave, lol. Hardcore dance music. Now I'm not really into that but this was sooooooo much fun. Completely different world. We didn't get in till 9am. I was awake for 24+ hours haha. London looks so weird at 7am. It also helps that my mate had an absolutely gorgeous mate who I spent a bit of time with ;) Just what I needed really, after the way I'd been feeling. Nothing too serious happened but he was extremely cocky and forward. And.....I've never seen a guys hands move so fast. Lets just leave it at that lol.
- I may now be moving down to London, as well. My mate has asked me bout going down in the summer. So we'll see. It's either there or Manchester.
- We're getting a puppy on Saturday!!!!!!! :D :D It's either going to be labrodor/border collie cross or a border collie. Oh it's been such a long time since we last had one! Yay!
- Heard off John for the first time in ages the other night. And it felt really good. He's come back from Corfu and got a gf in manchester but it was really nice to talk to him and not come away thinking "oh does this mean anything?" I came away thinking "I really like us being friends." I felt happy. Yay!!!!
- Work is as pap as ever. And there's been times where I've been in charge but still on the crappy wage. I should demand more money lol. The past couple of weeks we've been in a big sale - the manager and one of the supervisors have been on hols!!!! Plus the other supervisor was away for a bit. I'm wanting a couple of days off in November for my mates graduation ball. But it's during our biggest sale before Xmas. If my manager kicks up a fuss then I'll mention this past stuff and how she was away for stocktake (which, apparently, noone is allowed off!!!) Could be interesting, lol. One rule for one and one for another it seems.
Anyways, there's a brief-ish summary lol. Hope you're all well. :)
Oh and COME ON England in the Football tomorrow and the Rugby on Saturday. Get the St George flags out lol.
- I don't have the fucking, foggiest clue what's going on with me and edy. They say the beauty of Facebook is keeping in contact with all your friends. And, where that's true, you also find out what people have been saying to other people. i.e. edy seems to have been seeing other girls etc. Yeah I know we're both single but it kinda crushes you. Especially after what I said to him. So, anyway, I thought well he knows where I am etc. But he comes on MSN, after I've read stuff, and asks how I was. So I told him I felt like crap (friends being blah, feeling stuck in a rut, wanting to move away). And he was so sweet. He even sent me messages for the next couple of mornings telling me to get up and get motivated and do a little bit at a time with my cvs. Back to MSN - I even mentioned bout what I said and he says "no its fine glad you did, not really ad chance to chat bout it wid you so feel bad" That talk still hasn't happened. I may slightly mention it next time we have a proper chat but is it just best to leave it? A mate says he sounds confused to what he wants so may be best to give him space etc. Plus I know he's really busy. Hmm. Argh!!! Men!!! It doesn't help that he's super cute, as well!!!!!
- So with this edy stuff in the back of my head, I go to London for a mate's birthday. And it's just what I needed. I went to an all night rave, lol. Hardcore dance music. Now I'm not really into that but this was sooooooo much fun. Completely different world. We didn't get in till 9am. I was awake for 24+ hours haha. London looks so weird at 7am. It also helps that my mate had an absolutely gorgeous mate who I spent a bit of time with ;) Just what I needed really, after the way I'd been feeling. Nothing too serious happened but he was extremely cocky and forward. And.....I've never seen a guys hands move so fast. Lets just leave it at that lol.
- I may now be moving down to London, as well. My mate has asked me bout going down in the summer. So we'll see. It's either there or Manchester.
- We're getting a puppy on Saturday!!!!!!! :D :D It's either going to be labrodor/border collie cross or a border collie. Oh it's been such a long time since we last had one! Yay!
- Heard off John for the first time in ages the other night. And it felt really good. He's come back from Corfu and got a gf in manchester but it was really nice to talk to him and not come away thinking "oh does this mean anything?" I came away thinking "I really like us being friends." I felt happy. Yay!!!!
- Work is as pap as ever. And there's been times where I've been in charge but still on the crappy wage. I should demand more money lol. The past couple of weeks we've been in a big sale - the manager and one of the supervisors have been on hols!!!! Plus the other supervisor was away for a bit. I'm wanting a couple of days off in November for my mates graduation ball. But it's during our biggest sale before Xmas. If my manager kicks up a fuss then I'll mention this past stuff and how she was away for stocktake (which, apparently, noone is allowed off!!!) Could be interesting, lol. One rule for one and one for another it seems.
Anyways, there's a brief-ish summary lol. Hope you're all well. :)
Oh and COME ON England in the Football tomorrow and the Rugby on Saturday. Get the St George flags out lol.