My date!
Going to meet him was the best thing I could have done. Thank god the pains had gone as well. All I was feeling were butterflies.
I got the train and throughout the whole journey I was thinking "what if he's not as I remembered?", "what if there's nothing there?" I was so nervous. But I got a message just as I was getting in saying that he was going to be a couple of minutes late; he had to nip into college to get something. So I was waiting outside the station and I saw him come round the corner. I recognised him instantly. And then he smiled at me. He is so cute. Exactly how I remember - but cuter. Definately wasn't beer goggles when I first/last saw him. He came up to me and said "come here" and gave me this huge hug and kiss on the cheek. He's only a bit taller then me (so small-ish) but a really nice average build - I don't have to stand on my tip-toes to hug him, haha.
We then went for a coffee (well tea for me) and we started talking, saying about what we were going to do today and then he said "oh I've got something for you. This is just to say well done in passing your driving test. That's why I was a few minutes late - I had to go get it wrapped." It was a book called "Vehicle Maintenance for Women" I thought it was a piss-take book but it's deadly serious. Explains everything brilliantly. I couldn't believe he'd got me it.
We then went for a proper drink then to the cinema to see Hot Fuzz. But we were proper flirting - with the things we were saying, He's got such a brill sense of humour. He doesn't mind my weirdness lol. But no hand holding, kissing or anything. i was getting worried. Though we did talk about when we met. I said "I'm sorry that I made you miss your early bus". To which he said "That's ok, it was you so it didn't matter" Then he adds "Yeah all you're fault, haha". Then the smile again. :) *sigh*
We killed time by shopping. I like that as well haha.
We then went for something to eat and watch the Man Utd game. He's such a passionate red. Another thing I like. Again with the flirting as well. Conversation never stopped. I was having a really good night. But still the only affection was smiling and flirting. I don't know why I was after more. Maybe I was looking to see what he was thinking about the day and what he thought about me. I was probably just being paranoid.
Then after the game he walked me to the train station. He asked "so next time we could get a hotel, maybe?" And I said "yeah, definately" He then smiled at me. I have a second date at least! :D Well I hope. He's already noted down when my hols are anyway. He even said to me that he thought about phoning and asking if I fancied spending the day in Blackpool instead. But he said another time maybe.
When we got to the train station he said bye and gave me this really nice kiss. He then stopped, looked at me and then kissed me again. Then said bye a couple of times but then kept kissing me after. It felt so nice. When I heading towards the platform it was a slow I-don't-want-leave-but-I have-to walk. Put it this way - I was trying not to cry when I got on the train. Is that a good sign?
I really want to see him again. But, once again as i always do, I wan't to know, already, what we are. I know I should take it slowly. But I can feel myself really liking him and the last time I fell for someone I got hurt. Also, it's his birthday tomorrow, do I get him a little something? He'll be 27. So that means the age gap will be justa little over 5 years. That seems fine.
I got the train and throughout the whole journey I was thinking "what if he's not as I remembered?", "what if there's nothing there?" I was so nervous. But I got a message just as I was getting in saying that he was going to be a couple of minutes late; he had to nip into college to get something. So I was waiting outside the station and I saw him come round the corner. I recognised him instantly. And then he smiled at me. He is so cute. Exactly how I remember - but cuter. Definately wasn't beer goggles when I first/last saw him. He came up to me and said "come here" and gave me this huge hug and kiss on the cheek. He's only a bit taller then me (so small-ish) but a really nice average build - I don't have to stand on my tip-toes to hug him, haha.
We then went for a coffee (well tea for me) and we started talking, saying about what we were going to do today and then he said "oh I've got something for you. This is just to say well done in passing your driving test. That's why I was a few minutes late - I had to go get it wrapped." It was a book called "Vehicle Maintenance for Women" I thought it was a piss-take book but it's deadly serious. Explains everything brilliantly. I couldn't believe he'd got me it.
We then went for a proper drink then to the cinema to see Hot Fuzz. But we were proper flirting - with the things we were saying, He's got such a brill sense of humour. He doesn't mind my weirdness lol. But no hand holding, kissing or anything. i was getting worried. Though we did talk about when we met. I said "I'm sorry that I made you miss your early bus". To which he said "That's ok, it was you so it didn't matter" Then he adds "Yeah all you're fault, haha". Then the smile again. :) *sigh*
We killed time by shopping. I like that as well haha.
We then went for something to eat and watch the Man Utd game. He's such a passionate red. Another thing I like. Again with the flirting as well. Conversation never stopped. I was having a really good night. But still the only affection was smiling and flirting. I don't know why I was after more. Maybe I was looking to see what he was thinking about the day and what he thought about me. I was probably just being paranoid.
Then after the game he walked me to the train station. He asked "so next time we could get a hotel, maybe?" And I said "yeah, definately" He then smiled at me. I have a second date at least! :D Well I hope. He's already noted down when my hols are anyway. He even said to me that he thought about phoning and asking if I fancied spending the day in Blackpool instead. But he said another time maybe.
When we got to the train station he said bye and gave me this really nice kiss. He then stopped, looked at me and then kissed me again. Then said bye a couple of times but then kept kissing me after. It felt so nice. When I heading towards the platform it was a slow I-don't-want-leave-but-I have-to walk. Put it this way - I was trying not to cry when I got on the train. Is that a good sign?
I really want to see him again. But, once again as i always do, I wan't to know, already, what we are. I know I should take it slowly. But I can feel myself really liking him and the last time I fell for someone I got hurt. Also, it's his birthday tomorrow, do I get him a little something? He'll be 27. So that means the age gap will be justa little over 5 years. That seems fine.