There's no place like home....
...or so they say. I never thought I'd say it but I miss Middlesbrough. Not really the town; but the people, the atmosphere, the freedom.
Being at home is already so restricting. I'll drive myself crazy if I stay here for a long time. For the whole of the year I was saying that I would relax for the summer then start looking for work around September time. The work would probably be a simple shop job for the year to raise money to go travelling the year after. But now I need to get my own place. I don't know where but I just want that freedom back.
I also need my router! lol. I'm sick of using my mum's computer. It's so slow and I'm constantly in competition with my brother for the use of it. Hence the reason why I'm not as much as before.
I can't believe I'm feeling like this. I've only been home a few days and I'm already missing people. I need to get my driving sorted so I can go visit everyone next year. I got sent some pictures last night, as well of the staff party and it brought back some great memories. I'm a very homely person and used to always look forward to coming home during the holidays so I don't really understand why this is different?
I guess what's scaring me is that I like to know what I'm doing every year and this is the first time in my life where I don't know what I'm doing. Up unil 16, I went to school, then I went to sixth form until I was 18. I then went to university. Now what do I do? Welcome to the real world I guess.
Being at home is already so restricting. I'll drive myself crazy if I stay here for a long time. For the whole of the year I was saying that I would relax for the summer then start looking for work around September time. The work would probably be a simple shop job for the year to raise money to go travelling the year after. But now I need to get my own place. I don't know where but I just want that freedom back.
I also need my router! lol. I'm sick of using my mum's computer. It's so slow and I'm constantly in competition with my brother for the use of it. Hence the reason why I'm not as much as before.
I can't believe I'm feeling like this. I've only been home a few days and I'm already missing people. I need to get my driving sorted so I can go visit everyone next year. I got sent some pictures last night, as well of the staff party and it brought back some great memories. I'm a very homely person and used to always look forward to coming home during the holidays so I don't really understand why this is different?
I guess what's scaring me is that I like to know what I'm doing every year and this is the first time in my life where I don't know what I'm doing. Up unil 16, I went to school, then I went to sixth form until I was 18. I then went to university. Now what do I do? Welcome to the real world I guess.