Go, song of mine to break the hardness of the heart of man...
Let's see...what's been going on in my life recently?
I'm really struggling to pay bills, but they are being paid...albeit a little late. i was able to mail off my discover and cingular bills today. Wagner is going to have to wait til next week (deal with it, fuckers). Because of the difficulty in paying bills this month, I may have to forego my trip to Long Island for Jaime's birthday. I'm not totally ruling it out, but right now it doesn't look too promising. I really want to go, not only to see Jaime for her bday and michelle, who i'vn't seen since June, but to acutally get a "goodbye" from Lisa.
Lisa is leaving Boston tomorrow. I found out from Katie, her roommate. Nothing official from the mouth of Lisa at all. I IMed her the other night asking when she was leaving, no response. I asked some of her other roommies: no answer. It was then that I realised that they were having a goodbye party for her last night. I got in touch with Katie after the party and she told me that it was a total miscommunication that I wasn't invited. So I called Lisa today, no answer. I text messaged her...again, no returned call or text message. So, i've given up trying to say my goodbyes to her now. if she wants to say goodbye, let her do it when she wants to...and maybe that would be down in NY next weekend. But i'm not holding my breath.
In other news: i still have yet to apply at Bridgewater Credit Union for a job. Definatley next week. this 15 hours a week shit as Shaws has got to stop. it's driving me crazy and i'm eating everying in the house during the day. Speaking of which, I'm starting a food journal here starting sunday. I'm going to be keeping track (as best I can) of what i eat during the day, and TRY to write it down here everynight. I've been working my upper body the past few nights and i really feel good about this whole losing weight/getting in shape thing. in the past it's been a chore, but i'm really liking the idea of me being 10-15 pounds thinner by summer. I'm not making rediculous goals for myself this year. I tried in the past: saying, "i'm gonna lose 50 pounds this year!" First of all, if i lost 50 pounds, i'd be thin as a rail. i'm 6'3ish and i currently weigh 220ish. It's not so much the weight that i want to lose, it's the belly and the fat. My main problems are that I don't get out of the house to DO stuff and I have a major addiction to carbs. Now, i've been cutting down on them in recent days, but with Doritos on sale BOGO last week, there goes that. anywho, i'm really gung ho about this weight loss thing. mom and dad want to do it, too. BTW, they are doing so great with not smoking. I'm really proud of them. I know it's hard, especially for dad, but they haven't had one in almost 3 weeks, which is more than i can say for myself. I snuck one the saturday after (at Gramma's party). I felt horrible about it. and as a result, i didn't sing well at all at church the next morning.
I haven't been to church since then. With the blizzard last weekend, church was called off (and i think i still get paid for it! yay!). we didn't have PFC rehearsal or church choir rehearsal this week either due to the storms. So i haven't sung...really sung...in almost 2 weeks. I'm really gonna have to warm up good on sunday morning. we're singing the Brahms and that means singing Ab's at 10 AM. FUN! AHHH!
I'm auditioning for solos and the duet for the Messiah concert with the PFC and doing so on Monday. I have to call Ginny about that tomorrow...REMEMBER THAT, JEFF...
that's about all that's going on. I've been very bored lately and studying the drivers manual so i can acutally get my lisence soon...yeah, i don't have it. don't ask why...i hate sharing that story. hopefully soon. Now to watch some horribly boring tv and fall asleep. g'nite!
I'm really struggling to pay bills, but they are being paid...albeit a little late. i was able to mail off my discover and cingular bills today. Wagner is going to have to wait til next week (deal with it, fuckers). Because of the difficulty in paying bills this month, I may have to forego my trip to Long Island for Jaime's birthday. I'm not totally ruling it out, but right now it doesn't look too promising. I really want to go, not only to see Jaime for her bday and michelle, who i'vn't seen since June, but to acutally get a "goodbye" from Lisa.
Lisa is leaving Boston tomorrow. I found out from Katie, her roommate. Nothing official from the mouth of Lisa at all. I IMed her the other night asking when she was leaving, no response. I asked some of her other roommies: no answer. It was then that I realised that they were having a goodbye party for her last night. I got in touch with Katie after the party and she told me that it was a total miscommunication that I wasn't invited. So I called Lisa today, no answer. I text messaged her...again, no returned call or text message. So, i've given up trying to say my goodbyes to her now. if she wants to say goodbye, let her do it when she wants to...and maybe that would be down in NY next weekend. But i'm not holding my breath.
In other news: i still have yet to apply at Bridgewater Credit Union for a job. Definatley next week. this 15 hours a week shit as Shaws has got to stop. it's driving me crazy and i'm eating everying in the house during the day. Speaking of which, I'm starting a food journal here starting sunday. I'm going to be keeping track (as best I can) of what i eat during the day, and TRY to write it down here everynight. I've been working my upper body the past few nights and i really feel good about this whole losing weight/getting in shape thing. in the past it's been a chore, but i'm really liking the idea of me being 10-15 pounds thinner by summer. I'm not making rediculous goals for myself this year. I tried in the past: saying, "i'm gonna lose 50 pounds this year!" First of all, if i lost 50 pounds, i'd be thin as a rail. i'm 6'3ish and i currently weigh 220ish. It's not so much the weight that i want to lose, it's the belly and the fat. My main problems are that I don't get out of the house to DO stuff and I have a major addiction to carbs. Now, i've been cutting down on them in recent days, but with Doritos on sale BOGO last week, there goes that. anywho, i'm really gung ho about this weight loss thing. mom and dad want to do it, too. BTW, they are doing so great with not smoking. I'm really proud of them. I know it's hard, especially for dad, but they haven't had one in almost 3 weeks, which is more than i can say for myself. I snuck one the saturday after (at Gramma's party). I felt horrible about it. and as a result, i didn't sing well at all at church the next morning.
I haven't been to church since then. With the blizzard last weekend, church was called off (and i think i still get paid for it! yay!). we didn't have PFC rehearsal or church choir rehearsal this week either due to the storms. So i haven't sung...really sung...in almost 2 weeks. I'm really gonna have to warm up good on sunday morning. we're singing the Brahms and that means singing Ab's at 10 AM. FUN! AHHH!
I'm auditioning for solos and the duet for the Messiah concert with the PFC and doing so on Monday. I have to call Ginny about that tomorrow...REMEMBER THAT, JEFF...
that's about all that's going on. I've been very bored lately and studying the drivers manual so i can acutally get my lisence soon...yeah, i don't have it. don't ask why...i hate sharing that story. hopefully soon. Now to watch some horribly boring tv and fall asleep. g'nite!