Dec 28, 2009 23:54
i don't know about this new album, it seems a little too happy.
throw blankets and throw pillows. yea, they look kind of nice. seems silly. i don't know.
some people say not to judge things too soon. i think it's better to be constantly judging everything all the time. if you do that, you've got nothing to worry about. i could see if you judged early and never made any other judgments, but who does that. most people who judge early are likely to keep judging. they like to judge. what's with people who don't judge early. what are they doing to their mind to keep it blank like that. repeating some no judgment mantra.
5th song was pretty good. this could be getting better.
perhaps it's just a pride thing or something along those lines. where it's just in our nature to hold to our first judgment even if we know it's wrong. maybe not that simple. but yea, i could see that happening. not to myself. no no. but to a weaker person sure.
both the movies i watched tonight were fake documentaries. it's a good idea. well, not a bad idea at least. the flaw of the first one was i couldn't tell who the documentary was for. some distant future society that i can't relate with. it just didn't make sense. people seemed not to care too much about these aliens. yea, they'd been there 20 years. but i assume they'd still have a little emotion about the issue. aren't documentaries all about getting the true human emotion.
and then both movies didn't stay true to being a documentary. whenever they wanted they'd just start being a regular film. this just seems weak.
oogers, i don't care enough about this to write on it more. and what i've written hasn't really gotten across my real feelings. i could say that i could fix it, but that i don't care enough. but then could i. isn't caring a big part of being able. i'm unable. i would do it if i could. but i can't.
i blame the album. i'm on track 9 and i think i've only liked 2 songs so far.
my heads a little tired. i'm feeling low on energy. the night didn't fill me up with anything. my spirit is feeling sluggish. i think i need a happy social night. something fun. with people. conversation. not too many people. the right situation. where i have energy to contribute. but that seems impossible now. buggers.