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well ive been avoiding posting anything about what happened last friday...but i need to get it out..atleast alittle..last friday my uncle died..he was very close to me and was the only family members house where i had a room in..altho he lived in florida i talked to him all the time..and when it seemed like i feel off the face of the earth..the times where noone saw me or heard from me for days on end..it was a good bet i was in my room in florida..i was woken up friday morning to the news and i didnt take it well at all..i instantly punched my bathroom door and broke it in a few spots..then that night i loaded my car with alcohol and went to the beach and just sat there drinking all night..went in the water and just slept on the sand..when im around people i try to hold it together as best i can but inside im hurting so bad and i just want it to stop
Tears are in my eyes,
Vision is blurred,
Can't take in,
The news I've just heard.
Words are ringing,
In the back of my mind,
Her voice is lingering,
Sad but so kind.
The night is wearing,
Going on and on,
Darkness is deepening,
Blackening, so strong.
Eyes are staring,
Shock surfacing outside,
I'm falling so slowly,
Not believing you've died.
Breath is so shallow,
Chocking back the tears,
All of this,
After all of those years.
All for nothing,
Here comes the ache,
Don't think I can withstand,
Yet another heart break.
Pain is setting in,
Overwhelming in my stride,
How could you leave?
Promised you'd always be by my side.
So I guess now it's all broken,
We've got to let you go,
But all these seconds,
It's something I can't show.
So I'll hold on to you,
As you fly away,
I don't know how to feel,
And I don't know if I'm ok.
So I ask why now,
For all that could be,
I'll forever wonder now,
For all eternity.
R.I.P Tio Papo
Vaya Con Dios Tio Porque No Puedo Seguir
Tears are in my eyes,
Vision is blurred,
Can't take in,
The news I've just heard.
Words are ringing,
In the back of my mind,
Her voice is lingering,
Sad but so kind.
The night is wearing,
Going on and on,
Darkness is deepening,
Blackening, so strong.
Eyes are staring,
Shock surfacing outside,
I'm falling so slowly,
Not believing you've died.
Breath is so shallow,
Chocking back the tears,
All of this,
After all of those years.
All for nothing,
Here comes the ache,
Don't think I can withstand,
Yet another heart break.
Pain is setting in,
Overwhelming in my stride,
How could you leave?
Promised you'd always be by my side.
So I guess now it's all broken,
We've got to let you go,
But all these seconds,
It's something I can't show.
So I'll hold on to you,
As you fly away,
I don't know how to feel,
And I don't know if I'm ok.
So I ask why now,
For all that could be,
I'll forever wonder now,
For all eternity.
R.I.P Tio Papo
Vaya Con Dios Tio Porque No Puedo Seguir