bleh i have NVQ work to do so i am putting it off by posting on here. hurrah for my procrastination! *sigh*
i have nothing to say....
brrrrrummmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
i appear to have gone all emo. i have recently been listening to the likes of alexisonfire, hopesfall, eighteen visions, 36crazyfists etc... i blame chris. they remind me of him :( i have taken to sitting on msn for hours on end waiting for him to come online then when he does i will him to start talking to me. he never does. he hasnt even replied to my email which is annoying. it was one simple question. there really was only a yes or no answer. no middle ground. meh. im taking his lack of reply as a 'yes it was an excuse now leave me alone you twat'. im an idiot (no really i am, the first time i typed that i wrote 'idionot'. awesome)
i want this -
and this -
hah! they will be mine one day and i will wear them with pride! celebrities are awesome!
oh and i keep having dreams where me and chris get married! eek! its horrible waking up knowing that he doesnt even want to talk to me right now let alone think of marrying me one day *rolls eyes* not that i want to marry him but still.....its rather upsetting and irritating.
bleh.