Asshole?
Some of you may percieve me as an asshole, becuase I lash out from time to time. Maybe I am, I don't know. What I do know, is that I try to help people as much as humanly possible. It's not an easy thing to do. And more often than not, I bottle up my feelings. I've always done this. And the result is pent up frustration and anger, that results in me lashing out at people. Some of you know exactly what I'm talking about. Sometimes, I do regret what I do; but in tonight's instance, I stand by what I said. This person has tried to fuck with my mind, and convince me that I didn't love Derrick because of some actions I took. Regrettable actions I'll admit; but not ones that make me love him any less. So yes, I think she is a bitch. If that ruffles people's feathers more than some sick freaks who like stomping people into oblivion, or chicks with chests twice the size of their body, or those that like to be eaten by others, that's too fucking bad. That's who I am. Most of the time, I am either happy, or sad; but on occasion I get angry. I'm not perfect, I know this. But I'm most certainly not an asshole. I'm a good person, and if you don't like me for who i am, the happy Ibun, the sad Ibun, and the pissed, angsty Ibun, then do yourself a favor, and don't talk to me, okay? I don't need to deal with people like you anymore, I've been making that mistake my whole life. I'm not going to keep making it anymore.