hello. today is my actual birthday. i have a good feeling about it. maybe its jsut me getting one year older that makes me have this weird feeling. Last night was great, i got a message on my phone after i came back from the midnight breakfast in my buildin that had all the girls singing happy birthday to me. although it was in a gorgeously non-resonant pitch it was faackin awwwesome. then everyone was loving me when i went over to their building to hang out with everyone. even sarah wilson which made me happy to see her. were only 8 days apart you know. shes older and cooler. THWIP! the band is playing the kennedy barbeque today and i hope it goes ok and im kinda nervous. Im sure well do ok we just dont wanna let all the fans down ya know, haha. well im off to start my day. I'll leave you with this. I hope it works