Sep 08, 2004 13:43
well i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday, so im pretty messed up today still. I'm on vicodin and stuff, but its okay! i'm tough and i'll survive. Lissa came home this weekend, it was fun, i'm glad she did cause i love her so much and i miss her! its hard having her at college... but its okay i guess.... theres not much that i can do about things, except know that she still loves me... and maybe talk to michael about things too. He knows how i feel cause of des. its hard.. but im making it i guess.
talking to des alot helps too.... just cause she understands..things will be okay when i GET to school, but then i'll feel bad, because melissa will feel like i do now..and it'll be my fault.. aaah, i donno..i just dont like growing up
i cant skate either..cause of my wisdom teeth, but those should be better soon..so i'll be okay to skate..which i NEED to do...its the only thing that keeps me sane...
des is helping me alot right now..thank you...
melissa, i love you so much... and i know you love me..and no matter what happens, in the end.... its just me and you!