A year ago this past May, one of my doctors suggested that my
lack of energy might be due to sleep apnea. Carol verified this;
she has heard me stop breathing numerous times while lying beside
me in bed. The doc prescribed an at-home "headband" sleep study,
which at least verified his suspicion of apnea. The device (which
was just that: a headband with electrodes) recorded an AHI of 33.
Basically, I would stop breathing 33 times an hour. This seemed
excessive and still does, for reasons I'll explain a little later.
But the next step was obvious: He handed me a prescription for an
APAP machine. "APAP" is an adjustable pressure CPAP. The machine
senses your breathing, and sends enough air through the hose to
keep you breathing, no more.
I shopped around online, and got an NOS (new, old stock) ResMed
S10 Auto. It was half the price of a new machine, even though it
was still sealed in its original packaging. I bought a couple of
different masks, and gave them all a good shot.
At first it made me nuts. I have never been a strong sleeper,
and having this thing strapped to my face all night kept me awake.
The full-face mask that most people use was a non-starter. I used a
few other types of mask, and finally found that I could actually
sleep a little using a "nasal pillows" mask, which has these two
little soft silicone pads on a single strap that goes behind your
head. The two pads each has a tube protruding from the middle, and
those tubes go into your nostrils, while the soft pads keeps a good
seal. Ok, a reasonably good seal. I still have problems with leaks
around the edges of the pads, but that doesn't negate the machine's
effectiveness.
It still kept me awake. So the doc put me on a new sleeping pill
called Belsomra (Suvorexant) which, rather than sedating you, helps
neutralize stimuli that prevent you from sleeping--like an APAP
mask. And damn, it worked! I slept better than I had in a long
time, with no interruptions but my two canonical bathroom
breaks.
With the machine in operation, I was throwing just a few
"events" every night. There are several kinds, and I don't have the
space to describe them all here. My personal favorite is hypopnea,
which is shallow breathing, not airway obstruction. The doc said it
doesn't interrupt sleep. Some of the others I'm still not sure I
understand, like Cheyne-Stokes Respiration; but that's ok, as I
think I've had it exactly once in thirteen months.
The S10 records everything it senses during the night on an SD
card. You can pop the card out and read it any time. My
correspondent TRX put me on to a free app called
Sleepyhead,
which takes the data from the card and throws up all kinds of
graphs for Windows, Mac, and Linux. The damned thing literally
graphs the shape of every single breath you take. You can see when
you stop breathing, along with the following spike in pressure to
open your airway again.
Ok. Now it gets a little odd, and a little disappointing. For
the first six months I recorded AHIs of .5 to 7, which isn't bad,
especially compared to where I was starting from. The problem is, I
still felt the profound lack of energy that's been dogging me now
for several years. I felt a little better, but I wonder if that was
just the sleeping pill keeping me from reacting to dogs yipping in
their sleep chasing archons in the akasha, or the drip system
cranking up in the middle of the night. I stopped using the machine
for a week. I didn't feel any worse, nor better.
I'm still using it. I've worked out the optimal sleeping
position through a year of trial-and-error: On my right side, with
my head on a firm pillow, leaning back just a little to keep the
mask from smooshing off my face due to pressure from the pillow.
The data the S10 gives me showed me a few significant things: My
AHI goes through the roof when I sleep on my back; something like
7-10. Oddly (and so far inexplicably) my AHI also goes up sharply
when I sleep on my left side. Nobody can tell me why. So I sleep on
my right side. I have to prop my right knee on a second pillow, but
it works.
And now it gets more interesting still: I had been slowly
putting on some weight for a year or two. So in February I cut my
carb intake to as close to zero as I could manage, without starving
myself. (Starving yourself doesn't work. Really. What you
might lose, you then gain back after the diet stops, and then
some.) My weight went down from 163 to 148-150. It took a couple of
months of this for me to notice, but eventually I saw it: As I lost
weight, my AHI imploded. At the end of March I had my first perfect
night: The S10 recorded no events at all, nothing. As
spring continued, I saw my record improve even more: I started
having perfect nights regularly, and then two or three (and once,
four) in a row.
Carol mentioned something over breakfast one morning: I had lost
weight in my face and my neck. I've never been seriously
overweight, but I'll be 67 in a week or so, and I'm trying to keep
my A1C down to avoid Type 2. I was actually trying to eliminate
visceral fat around my waist as much as possible. I didn't even
think I had fat in my face to lose.
I still haven't regained my energy (which is one reason you
don't see as many Contra entries as you used to; I'm pouring most
of what energy I have now into my fiction) and that problem remains
unsolved. Maybe I'm just old. I don't know. Coffee helps some.
Beyond that, I'm out of things to try.
My only remaining theory is this: That headband sleep study was
bogus. I suspect it was interpreting me jerking around in my sleep
as apnea events--I'm an "active" sleeper and always have been. So
although I did have sleep apnea, it wasn't nearly as bad as the
headband claimed. That said, I think the S10 has improved the
quality of my sleep, which is beneficial in many ways beyond
personal energy. This is why I continue to use it. My point here is
that quality of sleep is not behind my energy deficit.
I'm still trying to figure that out. In the meantime, if you
think you have apnea (spousal reports are good, and even a bad
sleep study will give you some broad hints) I recommend two
things:
1. Get yourself a recording APAP machine like the ResMed S10.
Download Sleepyhead and watch your data, daily if possible.
Development on the app has stopped, but it's still available and
works fine. You will learn a lot about how your sleeping
position (and weight) affect your breathing.
2. Lose weight. This is good for lots of reasons (Type 2 being
most important) but I'm pretty sure at this point that facial and
neck fat are huge amplifiers for a tendency to apnea.
I've gone on long enough here for this busy morning, but if what
I've experienced this past year will help my readers, it's well
worth it. Good luck. Cut carbs. Animal fat will not hurt you.
(Certain vegetable oils will.) Sleep as much and as well as you
can, even if it takes a machine to help you get there. Even (Gasp!
The horror!) go to bed at 9 PM if that's what it takes to get eight
hours in before you have to go back to work or school. And pills;
Belsomra is something entirely new in the human pharma cabinet. It
is utterly unlike the nenzos or Z-drugs. Look into it if you have
trouble sleeping.
More as I learn it. Let me know how you do, if you happen to be
on this path as well.