my life in '08
to whom it concerns (basically to whoever actually reads this)
Life is good, school is almost done (2 classes this semester then hopefully niagara u next year for teachers), still in a great relationship (just past 1 year), and i havent completely lost my mind yet.
It is believed that men have to run their lives on routine, i believed this up to a couple of weeks ago. i used to live my life based on a schedule i had created for myself. Now i seem to do everything based on impulse. im not saying i dont use some of my routine habits but for the most part i seem to decide what i am doing based on how i feel. Initially this caused a lot of stress but now i'm enjoying it.
I still live my life based on my need for money. i wish this was not necessary but it is unavoidable. school next year will be 20,000 dollars...U.S. and i really have no interest in taking out a loan...so that means work work work...however there is no work right now so i am barely getting 4 hours a day. im thinking its time for a second job, possibly as a waiter or something that gets me tips.
i've also realized recently that ive lost touch with a lot of people. is it my fault? absolutely. was it avoidable? sure, but...i feel with some of them their lifestyle has begun to scare me. i can think of a few people that have got into drugs or just heavy drinking and altho i do not think that is bad b/c they can do what they want, i just feel that i cant let myself slip back into that. i used to be involved in that scene and it was fun, however it prevented me from enjoying life the way i wanted to live it. im glad i did it b/c it opened my mind, i see the world differently and i wish everyone could take this view, but i also went through i pretty severe depression after stopping the drugs. through research i have learned that it was my body withdrawing from the drug. after the depression tho i became happier then ive ever been. my life cant get any better then it is now, but i wish i didnt lose touch with some of my friends.
well i do have to get to class so if anyone actually reads this and would like to go for a drink...coffee, or beer to catch up or to just chat then let me know. if not i will be sending messages to random people to see how their lives are and make sure i dont lose touch with more.
ciao
Life is good, school is almost done (2 classes this semester then hopefully niagara u next year for teachers), still in a great relationship (just past 1 year), and i havent completely lost my mind yet.
It is believed that men have to run their lives on routine, i believed this up to a couple of weeks ago. i used to live my life based on a schedule i had created for myself. Now i seem to do everything based on impulse. im not saying i dont use some of my routine habits but for the most part i seem to decide what i am doing based on how i feel. Initially this caused a lot of stress but now i'm enjoying it.
I still live my life based on my need for money. i wish this was not necessary but it is unavoidable. school next year will be 20,000 dollars...U.S. and i really have no interest in taking out a loan...so that means work work work...however there is no work right now so i am barely getting 4 hours a day. im thinking its time for a second job, possibly as a waiter or something that gets me tips.
i've also realized recently that ive lost touch with a lot of people. is it my fault? absolutely. was it avoidable? sure, but...i feel with some of them their lifestyle has begun to scare me. i can think of a few people that have got into drugs or just heavy drinking and altho i do not think that is bad b/c they can do what they want, i just feel that i cant let myself slip back into that. i used to be involved in that scene and it was fun, however it prevented me from enjoying life the way i wanted to live it. im glad i did it b/c it opened my mind, i see the world differently and i wish everyone could take this view, but i also went through i pretty severe depression after stopping the drugs. through research i have learned that it was my body withdrawing from the drug. after the depression tho i became happier then ive ever been. my life cant get any better then it is now, but i wish i didnt lose touch with some of my friends.
well i do have to get to class so if anyone actually reads this and would like to go for a drink...coffee, or beer to catch up or to just chat then let me know. if not i will be sending messages to random people to see how their lives are and make sure i dont lose touch with more.
ciao