I'm Not Supposed To Be Here
Why does it have to be like this? I can't wait to escape from this hell. I praise the man that said "life isn't easy". He definitely knew his shit. I already figured out the solution, however there are so many obstacles preventing me. I finally deciephered the premise for this black cloud. It has been following ever since her arrival. I just wish it did not have to bring so much collatoral. I'm weak from pain and suffering. The worst part is nobody understands me. It's too simple here. People don't know how to handle themselves. Everybody wants to be known. Everybody wants to be rich. Everybody wants to be happy. I guess when the world is black and white you only have two choices. Too bad you had to pick the wrong one. Which causes you to debate the word wrong. Wrong may fault on either party. What is wrong for me may be right for you. In this case however what is wrong for me is truelly right for me. The only one wronged here was you. I wish you could understand my message. You are blinded by anger. The communication is dispersed amongst the fog. One day you might solve the puzzle. By that time I will be gone. Lost forever. I promised I would wait for you but this burden is too great. You let a pebble become a stone and a stone become a rock. Now we cannot climb over this mountain. I release a sigh of sorrow as open my vision to the west. My eyes glisten with the hope of a better tommarow. I am moving on to achieve the happiness we seek. Sorry, I had to leave you behind. You know I never wanted that. I will carry you along. A sweet memory of mine. An illusion of love and what will come. Do not be dissapointed when you end up as decieved as I. You forgot how to be a friend. That was the biggest lost of them all. Now we carry on alone. With only the lord as a guide. Just see through the sin and hate. Live your life for love and glory.
ready dipset, bitch