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I was just looking at a picture of my cousin and it made me sad that because my Dad and my Aunt are so fat headed, I wouldn't have recognized him if he had walked up to me on the street and said hello. I don't know the last time I saw him... When grandpa died? Must have been. I don't remember. Sometimes I want to smack family members, but I don't go estranged for that freaking long... Stubborn people. I suppose i should reply to a message from someone instead of being stubborn too. I was mad at an ex for not meeting up with me when I was nearby. Not often I'm just chillin in Texas not super far away. Fine, I'll get over it.
It's time to start figuring out life. Getting back on track. I'm growing weary of my long vacation and would like the responsibility of work. I'm sure after a few weeks or so, i'll say I wanted to work again? But that's human nature isn't it? grass greener on the other side. It takes practice to learn to appreciate what you got or the moment you're in instead of wishing it away to another time or place. I don't think that comes natural for many if any people at all.
What to do, what to do... Need to post some more, but I'll save that for later.
It's time to start figuring out life. Getting back on track. I'm growing weary of my long vacation and would like the responsibility of work. I'm sure after a few weeks or so, i'll say I wanted to work again? But that's human nature isn't it? grass greener on the other side. It takes practice to learn to appreciate what you got or the moment you're in instead of wishing it away to another time or place. I don't think that comes natural for many if any people at all.
What to do, what to do... Need to post some more, but I'll save that for later.