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hey, thought i might say some stuff, so here we go.
anyway, exams have mostly gone, got one history one left next week, all been pretty fine, no probs, apart from french reading, which was solid, plus we were in the gym with no windows so it felt like being suffocated from all 4 walls, but i've probs done ok, i dunno, i feel comfortable anyway.
my social life has gone to crap over the exams, i'm bored as fuck nearly every day, but playing in the punk rock footy thing over boro on saturday which should be a laugh, and i'm virtually free after next wednesday. gig last night got postponed till next thursday cos the electrics bust or something, ah well, i'm looking forward to practising again, exams have just prevented us from doing anything, i haven't even had fucking time to go to the guitar shop and get some new strings for my guitar! agggggh!
it pisses me off because i have so many ideas and all i have to try them out on is my acoustic, and i've written about 7 songs since we last practised, all a lot more developed than the songs we've done before, but because we aint practised, eugh, it's just like fucking me over. i haven't even got next week free cos of fucking history!!!
i guess it's worth it in the end, but i just feel like my whole life has been put on a hold. i guess everything in general is the same: i still really like the same person as i have done for ages, i still have the same interests, influences, but i'm just pissed off because all this "stillness" feels like it's taking every tossing creativity i have in my life.
ok, this is a random whine, but i just had to say it, i'm a little pissed off with this whole ethos of revise my arse off and keep my whole fucking life on hold. it's just bullshit.
aky.
anyway, exams have mostly gone, got one history one left next week, all been pretty fine, no probs, apart from french reading, which was solid, plus we were in the gym with no windows so it felt like being suffocated from all 4 walls, but i've probs done ok, i dunno, i feel comfortable anyway.
my social life has gone to crap over the exams, i'm bored as fuck nearly every day, but playing in the punk rock footy thing over boro on saturday which should be a laugh, and i'm virtually free after next wednesday. gig last night got postponed till next thursday cos the electrics bust or something, ah well, i'm looking forward to practising again, exams have just prevented us from doing anything, i haven't even had fucking time to go to the guitar shop and get some new strings for my guitar! agggggh!
it pisses me off because i have so many ideas and all i have to try them out on is my acoustic, and i've written about 7 songs since we last practised, all a lot more developed than the songs we've done before, but because we aint practised, eugh, it's just like fucking me over. i haven't even got next week free cos of fucking history!!!
i guess it's worth it in the end, but i just feel like my whole life has been put on a hold. i guess everything in general is the same: i still really like the same person as i have done for ages, i still have the same interests, influences, but i'm just pissed off because all this "stillness" feels like it's taking every tossing creativity i have in my life.
ok, this is a random whine, but i just had to say it, i'm a little pissed off with this whole ethos of revise my arse off and keep my whole fucking life on hold. it's just bullshit.
aky.