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[jeezette]

most days i feel a little lonely, inside and out. i mean, thank you if you have been hanging out with me recently. but i really really need a vacation, ashe needs a vacation. i need to have no one call and need anything i need to not be working and going to school all the time. this phase of my life has worked out to be wonderful, kids, but my sanity is missing-give it back. sometimes, i see this person and my stomach turns inside out like a starfish when its ready to take in nourishment, but i lose nourishment. my body feels awkward in cold sheets and doing the simple things takes that much more effort. now, im doing much much better. but my eye lids want to expel my contacts like transplanted organs, painfully. sleep is that tax on my mind, which churns. i cant seem to find the time of day and free time is actually procrastination.

my free time is procrastination.

HAPPY FINALS WEEK