Saturday 8/23/2014
Tiring day.
Slept in a little bit.
Farrah hadn't texted me back about brunch, so I waited. Finally heard at like 10:15. So I met up with her at Black Bear Diner. Her mom made her bring her younger sister along so that was annoying,
My Farrah :)
Went to the mall. Got some new perfumes at Bath & Body Works. I want to get rid of like 90% of my perfumes. Prolly only keeping the Marc Jacobs Daisy and this one I got in Oregon at the Shakespeare festival years ago. So I got a few new small ones for a fresh start.
Went home. Mom and I headed out to Hobby Lobby to return some stuff. Stopped at Shari's and got Dad an apple pie, and also a S'mores pie!
We went to the huge mall out in Pleasanton.
Oh man I spent so much money.
Found boots at Lane Bryant that I'm not sure of, but I'll try em.
Tried a bunch of places cuz I need a strapless bra for heather's wedding. So bra fittings are always amusing cuz my size is retarded. I'm one of the rare fat girls who didn't get boobs.
But.... I found bras! And according to the amazing lady at Nordstroms I am wearing a hugely wrong size. Though I still don't quite believe her. The strapless bra I got that fit pretty well was a fuckin 38DD.
MY BOOBS ARE NOT A 38DD but that's the bra that fit. I am still baffled. I don't know how an actual DD coulda fit into that bra. But whatever. Gotta check that it works with the dress. Got a second one to try for a more normal bra. Fits great but since it fits well, it means I look way flatter chested. Since typically I've been wearing bras where the cups were too big, cuz that was the band size that fit.
It's ridiculous. Bras are stupid.
Got two new Smashbox eyeliners to try. A brown and a purple-ish one.
It was a hard day. I didn't eat much all day and just was really sad and depressed. It sucks. It really does suck. My anxiety isn't good.
I want to watch the new Dr Who but it's sad watching it alone. I woulda been watching with him. I don't want to watch it sitting alone in my room. That's sad. Im tired of being so sad all the time. I just keep crying.
But the s'mores pie was heavenly.
#eatingmyfeelings
Going to finish watching a show on raccoons with the parents and then go to sleep.
Xoxo