Friday 8/8/14
Had an okay day.
Work was good. I like the project I'm working on cuz it means I'm not sitting alone at my desk in the lobby (I sit at the receptionist desk, cuz that's part of my duties as office administrator, and I now hate sitting there alone all day). I'm working in the computer dept, and I like the 2 people in there and others are always in and out. It's been nice. I have a few days left of that project then back to lobby hell.
Ran errands with mom after work. Had a bunch of returns, took some books to Half Price Books (ugh they're so cheap, huge stack $13), got some stuff at Target (hot dog/burger and eggs/bacon socks, super cute dress I'll wear tomorrow, candy for my bowl at work, some frozen meals for work lunch, and some socks that look like a beer mug for my dad).
Had leftovers for dinner and some cantaloupe. Took a shower.
I hate showers. I have since I was little. It's boring and tedious and makes my anxiety bad having to be shut in a little room by myself for like 15+ minutes. And now it's even worse. So I have to like force myself really hard to do it. I had to wash my hair since I have my hair appointment tomorrow.
Mom and I will be leaving at like 8am to head up to Rocklin (about 2.5 hrs away). Excited to see my aunt and cousin. I adore them. My cousin is a hair dresser. She's amazing. Back to dark dark brown, and adding some blonde stripes next to my teal/green streaks. I'll post pics. Or follow me on Instagram: lesliek33.
I'm excited to see my family (well, they're not technically related, but it's my moms best friend since they were like 8, so we just call them my aunt n cousins cuz that's way easier and completely what it feels like, I love them to death). It'll be hard to talk about the break up but I know they'll be so great and supportive. And a relative of theirs just had a disastrous wedding so hopefully we talk mostly about that. Dying to hear about it. Apparently the officiant screwed up the vows, accidentally wished them "lots of sex" instead of "success", and then the sprinklers came on and soaked every single person. What a fucking clusterfuck. I'm so glad I don't want a big wedding like that. Just small and simple and private. Hopefully. Someday.
Gunna lay down so my Zzquil can do its thing. Falling asleep with Friends on the tv again. That's my new nightly routine.
I like that I've been trying to post every night. Even if it's small and really nothing new. I want to work on updating a lot, and starting to make more thoughtful entries. I've been using my iPad mostly, but I gotta use my laptop sometimes. I type petty damn fast on this already but I'd be way faster on my laptop. For having to hunt and peck type on this, I'm still pretty damn fast :)
Goodnight my lovely friends. I so appreciate having all of you. You're so supportive and it means a lot to me.
I gotta post a little like "get to know you" thing, cuz I don't even know some of your names. Plus I have a bad memory so then I'd have It saved to remind myself, lol. I'll try to do that Sunday. Someone remind me, lol.
Xoxo
Leslie