REDNESS!
soo today i had a tourney well we won a game and we lost one. which sucks. i think the second game we could have done better! i scraped up my knee pretty good but in all im still goin at it. yes yes i got a sunburn and when i went to codys D had to say " damn ur red!" now thats just stating the ovious. it was sooooo fucking hot today. i felt bad for my players cuz they had to run around alot and i just chilled in the goal sumtimes. as soon as i got home i took my happy ass in the shower. i didnt really want to get out at all it felt soo good. soo ya i went to codys for a lil bit. almost everyone was there. his dad got him a new truck soo hes happy about that. i told him that he really scared me lastnight. i do miss him alot. but i am trying to move on but it is hard when i know he misses me. i left around 9 cuz he was goin to drink yet again. and blake was coming over soo i decided i should leave and i didnt cuz i wanted to spend time with him soo bad. but ya speaking of moving on anthony might stop by tonight i dono we will have to see. i want to see him cuz we were like best friends last year and its been hard with out him to talk to. but lately instead of anthony i have found myself asking fitt for advice on relationship stuff. he is very much wiser and older than me. and i have to enjoy it and take it into consideration. i have to wake up at 5 fucking 30 in the morning for yet more soccer games. thats the only down side to playing club. i love the sport but i hate waking up early as shit to play a game on my weekends that i want to sleep in.