where is my life going?

[jeepthrill]

So here is the thing. My mom apparently has moved to florida. Not in the sense that everyone knew that she was going and that she said goodbye and packed her things and all that. She went down there to visit and decided to stay. She left behind everything because she says that it is less stressful down there and that she hasnt felt better for a long time. She is staying with family...a lot of family. 6 other people to be exact. Cindy, Allen, Carolyn, Briana and Allen jr..oh and Jerry. I feel so bad that she is at this point in her life and that she is feeling like she can start over. I hope she can, but it seems that maybe that time is past? I dont know. But you know she doesnt want to be down there by herself. She wants me and my sister and her granddaughter and maybe even jack to move down there with her. I dont know if anyone else does but i think i can move down there. I say that i will be missing my friends here but you know, i really dont have any close friends. Thats really all my fault since i push people away and dont stay in touch as i should. I suppose that people will be sad that im gone. But maybe i need to start over. Michigan is so depressing and i think...THINK that Florida will be better. Atleast the weather is nice, there are beaches and disney worlds and stuff like that to have fun at. To get away at. There are probably only 6 people that i would miss. But i guess that they could always come visit and we could sit and reminise about days when i lived here. Its nice that i can update at work now, atleast more often than before. So yah, though its scary and i need to put more thought into it and who knows what could happen to change everything before i make a final decision, i think that is what im doing. Moving to florida.

Yah, only 2 or 3 people read this. But its not for that purpose as much as for me to look back on throughout my life and think 'what the fuck was i thinking?'

sean