Im venting.
ugh! i have been in the weirdest mood lately about lots of things. as much as i love seeing my friends and stuff i always feel like i get dragged in some drama and i hate it, thats the reason why i loved being in new york. i have time for my self and dont have to deal with so much bullshit.
on the otherhand i should be happy. i have someone in my life that really cares about me and is willing to deal with my bitchy and shitty attitude yet the way i got this person makes me feel crappy and even shittier cause i lost a friend doing it. i had no intentions of doing this, im not a bad person. this has happened to me and i always was the bigger person and let it go and not let a crappy boy get in the way but this time i can understand why she doesnt want to talk to me. i feel so bad that i cant even be happy for myself.
im so confused about alot of things right now.
i dont know why its weird for me to have someone like me THAT much, i dont know how to respond, when someone likes u too much do u ever feel like overwhelmed? i have serious problems.
-i miss jessica sav and adam c
on the otherhand i should be happy. i have someone in my life that really cares about me and is willing to deal with my bitchy and shitty attitude yet the way i got this person makes me feel crappy and even shittier cause i lost a friend doing it. i had no intentions of doing this, im not a bad person. this has happened to me and i always was the bigger person and let it go and not let a crappy boy get in the way but this time i can understand why she doesnt want to talk to me. i feel so bad that i cant even be happy for myself.
im so confused about alot of things right now.
i dont know why its weird for me to have someone like me THAT much, i dont know how to respond, when someone likes u too much do u ever feel like overwhelmed? i have serious problems.
-i miss jessica sav and adam c