when its time to pay up....
i will never stop paying for my carelessness this summer
it was probably the best summer of my life
but at a cost
a cost that i still havent been able to completely get over
such a great summer
but has led to one of the most miserable fall/winters ever
getting my car fixed: $275
cell phone: $55
Car insurance: $150
books: $who fuckin knows
Dashboard fixed: $170ish...but god knows i'll never get to get that fixed
i will never be out of debt
if ur truly one of my friends, i beg this of u...
DO NOT let me spend any money
if u see me attempting to spend money (evena fucking dollar), dont let me
if u ehar me talkign abotu spending money, yell at me
i suck :(
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.
And we just want sleep.
But this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
Now I got to stop because the headphones broke
it was probably the best summer of my life
but at a cost
a cost that i still havent been able to completely get over
such a great summer
but has led to one of the most miserable fall/winters ever
getting my car fixed: $275
cell phone: $55
Car insurance: $150
books: $who fuckin knows
Dashboard fixed: $170ish...but god knows i'll never get to get that fixed
i will never be out of debt
if ur truly one of my friends, i beg this of u...
DO NOT let me spend any money
if u see me attempting to spend money (evena fucking dollar), dont let me
if u ehar me talkign abotu spending money, yell at me
i suck :(
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.
And we just want sleep.
But this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
Now I got to stop because the headphones broke