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Today has been boring as hell... I woke up in an odd mood, didnt really talk to anyone too much.. Then I sent Randy to the store because hes an aggrivating cunt. Now here I am sitting around wondering why im here and what i should be doing. Im online but not talking to anyone, im tired but not sleepy, and im moody but not bitchy. Thinking about burning a cd, heard from chris earlier he switched his screen name. He says he's still hurting from his heroine addiction. I just cant understand why someone would take something to hurt themself. Maybe people just need something and can't figure out what it is. Maybe drugs can help you think you don't need something you do or cover up the fact that something is missing completely. I don't need drugs to help me hide anything and I don't have to hide anything to convince myself of who i am or what i need. I am me and that is enough right now, I dont want or need anyone sexually or mentally. I am Sexless Bitch who is tired of the same old bullshit presented everyday. Come at me real or step away because I will cut you.