Home
Ya, so as of right now, I just wish I was home in Livermore with my friends and family. Friday cannot get here fast enough. I think that I'm just ready to move on beyond the dorms and the undergrad work. I want to start making a life of my own. The whole drama and immaturity gets kind of old after awhile. Last year it was fine, because I was getting to know people and hangout with them,gettin used to my new environment. Now, it's just like, is it over yet? Don't get me wrong I like the people here, but nothing has changed, it's always the same old thing. I think the fact of the matter is that I'm one of the oldest kids still living on campus. I've been going home during the weekend, the last time I stayed up here was when my buddy Bryan came up and that was the first weekend after classses started. Also, I think I'm just tired of people not being truthful with other people, because they are too afraid to be themselves and not be liked. Also, the fact that people have a tendency of leading people on and that ain't right. I'm sure some people don't do it on purpose, but there has to be some sort of realization that someone is going to get hurt. Personally, if there are problems, just be up front about it in the beginning, at least that way the other person won't get too attached and get their heart broken in the end. I'm sure I just sounded like a total psychology major right then and there, but yea, can't help that, or maybe its just the fact that I'm sick and tired of people not being themselves, that really urks me. Another thing that really urks me is when you have a group of friends and for some reason they dont like one of your other friends, so they don't invite that person anywhere, it's like helloo, ya you guys may not like this person, but they are still my friend. I mean it's like can't we get over the past and just move on with our lives? The way I have been living my life is you can never have too many friends, so make the best of it. Just be honest, and try to be the bestest friend you can be. Personally, I like the feeling that when I wake up I can live with what I've done the day before. Anyways, I'm just wanting to go home.