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I’m not sure I have ever posted my hopes and dreams for the New Year before. It does seem to be the thing everyone is doing so “if it’s in keeping with the situation”…
I had one horrible, gives me nightmares disgusting task that I knew had to be completed for 2011. A few days ago while feeling just angry enough to feel the need to put my back to the wall and punch my way out. I focused that emotion on this task; I got to it and completed it in full.
With that done the biggest thing I want to accomplish in 2011 is to change as little as possible. Throughout my entire life every year has been a complete change from the year before it. Moving, school, working, school, moving, working, moving in with a girl, working, separating, moving, getting married, moving, having a son, moving, having a daughter, moving, getting separated, moving, kids moving, off work for surgery, moving, fighting in court for the kids, back to school, more surgery, back to court, back to school, moving, kids choosing to move in with me, back to work and moving.
THIS YEAR I WILL CHANGE NOTHING!!!
This is my goal. I want to spend the entire year in a holding pattern. No major changes. I just want one year for my kids and me to just live and enjoy life. Next January I’ll be starting my last 7 years of work before I retire. At that point I can start looking into long term plans and stuff but for 2011 me and mine are just going to take it easy.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY ONE!!!