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[jeenyus85]

 EEEE I'm done all my exams!!  I had two exams on Saturday and two on Tuesday. wow. so much to do in such a little time. I couldn't start studying early because I had presentations and papers in all of my classes. Wow. Way to go out with a bang, Thanks UNBC

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[nzlife]

awww, what a bitter sweet time for you right now jess. first off, big congratulations on finishing your degree. i am super impressed and proud of you! you have found something you are passionate about, and are now about to straight away jump in to a career that will put all of your hard work to use.

*sigh* boys. i wish he wasn't making you cry. but i really do know how you feel. zhaine and i headed down that same track where i was dying to work on things, but he was just NOT interested and was more in to doing other things. and the end result was him bursting out saying we should break up, and me heart broken and in tears. once a guy decides he doesn't want to work on things...that's it. at some stage awhile ago they went through it all in their mind and made the decision that "that's it." they can't be talked in to staying in something they aren't entirely interested in staying in. probably because in their mind they are already one foot out the door...and the other one closely following. guys give up easier than girls do. my advice for you. this isn't easy to say, but it might be the moment to let him go. instead of putting yourself through the frustration and heartbreak of a one sided relationship, it might be best to end it. i know you are crazy about him, and that's what makes it really hard. it wouldn't be you giving up...it would be you parting ways in a relationship that isn't working any more. and even though you don't want to hear this now, it leaves you open to find a guy who is completely into you and wants to spend time with you. you are an amazing girl jess and if someone can't see that and appreciate you for everything you are, then they aren't the right guy for you.

at the end of the day you will make the decision for yourself. i just don't want to see you forcing yourself into a relationship that might not be right for you and leave you upset all the time. it takes two people to make something work. if one person has already partially stepped out the door, being forced to stay in something they don't want to be in will make them even more distant and less willing to work on things. you only end up pushing them away, even if you intentions are to make you closer.

please keep us up to date on anything that happens. we all care about you and want to see you happy.